Proud To Be A Pathologist

by

Qin Huang, MD,PhD, FCAP,FASCP

Veterans Affairs Boston Healthcare System and Harvard Medical School

Nanjing Drum Tower Hospital

January 10, 2010

My fascination of pathologic basis of disease dates back to the time when I was a medical student learning basal ganglia disease in China in the late 1970s. However, I never dreamed of practicing medicine in the United States of America until early 1992 when I entered my second year of postdoctoral training at the Massachusetts General Hospital with my own NIH grant and met a physician from Columbia. He was a postdoctoral fellow in the lab next to ours. We became close friends. He strongly encouraged me to take the American medical board exam and to practice medicine in the United States. I initially hesitated because I was not sure about my skills in the English language and I had been away from clinical practice for over 10 years. I explained my uneasiness to my friend and he offered his help. He let me use his board-review books.  Thus, I tried the Step One board exam and was surprised to have a decent score. I was determined to continue. After an intense review for a few more months after my regular working hours, I took and passed the Step Two exam.

When deciding which medical specialty I wanted to practice, I faced a tough choice. Surgery was my favorite when I was in medical school. My family and friends urged me to do Internal Medicine on the basis of my previous experience at the Shanghai Zhong San Hospital. My postdoctoral mentor advised me to be an anesthesiologist in light of my extensive research experience in physiology and pharmacology. My life-long mentor and friend, an internationally renowned neuropathologist at the Massachusetts General Hospital, recommended pathology to me. At that time, I had only a vague impression about pathology practice in the United States but believed that I might like it since I was never tired of morphology and molecular studies of diseases. I followed my gut feeling and chose pathology as my professional field. Retrospectively speaking, I am very happy about my choice. I submitted my applications to local and regional hospitals and was offered several pre-match positions. I enrolled in a pathology residency training program in Boston where I have lived and worked ever since.

My first year of residency training in pathology was very hard and full of not only excitement and achievements, but also frustration and humiliation; and thankfully, no disastrous events.  My first rotation was in clinical pathology laboratories and dealt with lab tests and interactions with clinicians. One day, a lab supervisor asked me to take a look at the chemistry test results of a young patient. I was very curious and investigated that case thoroughly. Eventually, the patient was diagnosed with “flesh eating bacterial infection.” We saved the patient’s life and published the case report.  The situation changed dramatically when I started the rotation in Anatomic Pathology. I was so excited to see that pathologists could make a diagnosis on a tiny tissue biopsy fragment or even a few cells. I realized that this was great for patients and clinicians. When I started to follow my attending’s dictation and orders, however, I was lost.  There was so much use of medical jargon, abbreviations, and personal favorites. To make things worse, my Chinese accent often left me feeling terrible when I saw the weird looks on the faces of my fellow residents, attendings, and clinical colleagues. Despite this frustration, I was determined to do my best for my patients and keep them safe. I believe what the late American Broadcasting Company anchor, Mr. Peter Jennings said, “… in this country (USA), if a foreigner or immigrant wants to have an equal place, he has to work ten times harder.”  I vividly remember the day in early 1990s when the entire state of Massachusetts was hit by a huge snowstorm and a state of emergency was declared. I drove over 2 hours to get to the hospital and found that only my department chairman and I were in. I functioned as a resident, secretary, and technician. On that day, he taught me so much on inflammatory bowel disease!

I am happy, blessed, and proud to be a pathologist every day. 

前辈的学习精神让人钦佩，读到博士后不难，难在内科，外科，病理科各科室的转换，医学的每一科都很累人，而您敢于从新开始的精神真是不一般。

在国内，病理科不很受重视。虽然 大家都知道病理诊断的重要，但在以利益为先的当下，少有人愿意干病理工作。尤其是县城一级的医院，真有边缘人的感觉。

我也不后悔学病理，因为这是一个清静的角落，做好自己的工作，做自己喜欢做的事，知足常乐而已。